Confessions of a Corporate Meditator: Toilet Kundalini? part deux

Today on the comode I decide to recreate the feeling of bodily erection I felt in the restroom last week.

It worked almost instantly with a single thought. I straightend my back, relaxed my body and mind and allowed the warmth. The key is “allowing”. The warmth is already there. The feeling seems to be a bit clouded by daily focus on other things.

I pumped the primer by imagining the feeling I had last time. It was like putting a flickering match flame into a pile kerosine soaked charcoal brickettes. The flame ignited this time much hotter and more diliberate. You know that grin you sometimes get from a really good blow job? That is the one that I could not wipe off my face. It was starting to overwhelm me so I stopped. I don’t like walking through the office building with a unhideable hard on. The pleasure doubled me over. Containing the joy was like trying to force light into a box. As I focused on pulling my pants up it died down. But as I walked back to my cubicle even the slightest thought triggered a telling grin and the beginings of a massive erection.

I’ll have let this play itself out when I get in a safe environment, at home, in a quiet room when the kids are asleep.

Amazing journey.